When it rains....it POURS!

Mike and I found out on Thursday that our project here in Fort Worth had been cancelled. What does that mean? Well....by the end of the day tomorrow....both of us will be out of a job. Normally that wouldn't freak me out as much..... however....the oil & gad industry is not doing so great right now....and there aren't many jobs out there right now. It's going to be very hard to find one. At this point....we are hoping that Mike can at least find something. One income is better than none.
I have been feeling pretty down since Thursday. The past 3 weeks have been pretty tough....and now this?! For real? Am I having a pity party....probably so. But oh well. I am mad, sad, and nervous all at the same time. I feel like things around me are crashing down. And YES I know that God will not put anything in our lives that we can't handle......but geez....enough with the trails and tribulations. A month ago I felt so good about the future and everything we had to look forward too. And yes....we still have the future to look forward to.....but the future seems very shaky right now. Mike and I are fine....I am NOT referring to my marriage at all. We love each other and I am soooooo thankful to God that he has put him in my life. I know that we will get through this somehow...I just feel very overwhelmed right now. Please keep us in your prayers. Please pray that we are able to find jobs in this horrible economy....and please pray that God will heal our hearts from loosing Ava. It's ALOT to deal with in such a short amount of time.