Devastated

I am not even sure I can write this blog right now....but I am trying so hard to keep myself busy. For those of you that read this blog...you probably already know that Mike and I suffered a great loss on Friday. At 17weeks along in my pregnancy we lost the baby. It was sooooo unexpected. My pregnancy has been going so smooth. I hardly had any morning sickness.....the baby was moving around like crazy.....and boom! Just like that it is all taken away. I just don't understand it. I have been trying to stay strong.....but I am just so devastated. Mike and I both feel so lost right now. We know God has a plan....but even that doesn't make me feel any better right now.